I feel so empty

Well folks (does anyone actually read this?), it has been a while. A lot has happened since I last wrote.

Three weeks ago today, I found out I was pregnant. We were so excited, but with caution, because it was so early. I was feeling fine, great, happy, but in the back of my mind I knew something would go wrong. My husband had an upcoming hunting trip out of state, and I knew that if something would go wrong - it would happen then.

I was right. It was awful. I am so sad.